Here is another lemon.

Someone once told me that if you want to know how your week gonna turn out to be, just look at your Monday. Because chances are if you started the week on a wrong note, it is pretty much an indication that you're in for a hell week. And after what I had to endure for the past few days, I couldn't agree more.

Had my referral paper on Monday. Well it was tough and I doubt what I've written in that 3 hours will get me a pass. Felt pretty bad about it. Actually more like disappointed with myself. But just when I thought that I've reached rock bottom with my mood, I sank to a new low. No thanks to what happened to me yesterday.

I was involved in a gang bang and while at it, I found myself banged by 2 studs simutaneously. Oh yeah, sounds like a hot scene from a porn. Except that it is not like that at all. Well it is true that it is a gang bang, 5 guys were involved but it doesn't just end there. Throw in 5 cars and you'll get the picture. A damn chain collision is what it is. How it happened? See Mr Benz decides to come down the slope at charging speed without realising that traffic ahead is at a crawl. By the time he realized it, it was too late. Mr Benz rammed into me and caused me to bang into Mr CRV who then banged Mr Myvi who next banged Mr Civic. And naturally being Mr Local Proton sandwiched between a Benz and a CRV, my car suffered the worst damage. How bad?? Here you be the judge.



That is the only picture I managed to take. The back portion is even worst. As for me, except for a strained back and neck [which I have to wear a neck support for] , I am OK. Physically at least. Mentally I doubt so. The thing is I'm tired of all this drama. I had two major accident in two years. The one last year, I lost control of my car, rammed into some railings and caused a lorry loaded with goods to overturn. This time, a chain collision.

A lot of people told me that I should be thankful. Be thankful that I'm not badly injured, be thankful that I am still alive despite the accidents. They say that what that don't kill you makes you stronger. Stronger?? For what?? A bigger accident?? A front page worthy one?? And how many more?? Niel says that this is life. That the glass is half full or half empty depending on how you see it. His classic quote "When life hands you a lemon, you make lemonade with it". Try stay positive, look at the bright side. But I have enough of lemons already, I deserve something else.

Greatest Gift I've Ever Received.

So last night I had dinner at Alexis with the girls- Niel, Fei Mui, Ed, Ann and Cindy. Another routine dinner that we have everytime Fei Mui comes back from motherland, London. A night where all the girls get together at some place with an overpriced menu and fancy drinks list and does what we're most capable of doing- bitching. As the night progress, Fei Mui dramatically excused himself [an Oscar worthy performance I would say] and when he returned, he was carrying this package with him.



Yes, a package wrapped with CUNT CUNT CUNT all over it.He passed it over to Neil whom in turn shoved it into my face. Well I was shocked as I have no idea at all. Even though I'm turning 25 in 2 weeks time, I did not have the slightest idea that this would happen as I've make it clear that I do not want to celebrate it as there is absolutely nothing worth celebrating. But as usual, they chose to ignore my request. And this is what they gave me.





I'm really touched. They gave me something that I've wanted for a long time but never got around to actually buy it. Not only that they remembered that I like it, but the trouble they went through to execute it. To plan it all behind my back to perfection without me suspecting a thing, for Fei Mui to actually learn how to wrap a gift properly and to carry all 10kg of it back from London, all the troubles he encountered with that bitch at the check in counter for the 10kg excess baggage. Not to mention to spend their hard earned money on me when Niel would not even spend it on himself. What can I say except THANK YOU. But this is not the greatest gift that I'm talking about.

Being the bitter queen that I am, I've always feel that life is unfair and I'm always chosen to be the unlucky one. My life is full of obstacles and constantly at a low point. I'm never content with what I have and always complaining, always wanting more. I'm always not- not good looking enough, not tall enough, not enough money, ,severely not enough sex...the list go on and on. But for whatever that I feel that I'm lacking of, I've been blessed with one thing- friends. I don't have many that I can call them my friends but for the few that I have, they're all fabulous. In a way I think that they're my guardian angels. Heaven sent. A gift to me to help me get through life.

Everytime I think I'm at a new low in life, one of them is bound to be around to guide me through, to help me get back on my feet again. This is especially true with Niel, Fei Mui and Phiwip. I've been through some much with the 3 of them. And I can't imagine life without them. Their present in my life is the greatest gift I've ever received. And there is no other gifts in this world that I would exchange them for. Never ever.